Positive Vibes

お父さん - PAPA

20:14:00

8 Oktober 2017


Entah macammana topik perbualan haritu menjurus ke arah masa hadapan. 

Semuanya bermula bila aku tanya satu soalan dekat mama.  

"mana lebih baik. Matrikulasi atau asasi?"

Mula-mula mama macam tak nak jawab sebab katanya soalan ni pernah disoal oleh kakak dulu. Siapa je suka terangkan sesuatu banyak kali? Mak aku pun teranglah 'itu' dan 'ini'. Penerangan diberi dengan serba ringkas tapi padat. Aku pun mula faham perbezaannya. Perkataan ' pinjaman ' yang paling menarik perhatian aku.

Katanya bila masuk universiti kita kena buat pinjaman ( in case kalau bukan anak orang kaya + tak mampu dapat scholarship). Mama cakap kita sedang belajar pon dah berhutang. Bila keluar nanti belum tentu dapat pekerjaan tapi hutang dah bergunung. 

sel-sel otak aku mula berhubung..

Aku mula risau untuk bertukar status menjadi 'dewasa'. Argh takutnya nak hadapi dunia yang penuh dengan jalan-jalan yang berduri ni!! Aku tahu bukan mudah nak survive dalam dunia realiti. Hanya , mereka yang tabah dan berpegang kuat pada aqidah sahaja yang mampu hadapi dugaan, cabaran dan fitnah dekat luar sana.  

Sekali lagi, aku teringat tentang satu fakta bahawa harga rumah pada masa kini sudah mencecah jutaan ringgit. Tanah negara pula dah banyak dijual kepada negara China. Argh! Cakap pasal jual tanah dekat China, ada satu lagi kisah yang aku nak kongsikan. Kisah yang dah memberikan aku INSPIRASI dan SENTAPAN tentang nasib bangsa Melayu di tanah Malaysia. Dan sentapan ini diberikan oleh orang yang aku tak pernah kenal dan lebih hebat lagi dia bukan 'Melayu' pon. Nanti aku kongsikan dekat entry lagi satu. 

ok sambung balik.

Bila bayangan cabaran-cabaran yang aku perlu tempuh bila jadi dewasa bermain-bermain dalam kotak pemikiran aku, aku bersuara

" macam mana nak hidup kalau macam ni?! "

Tiba-tiba satu suara mencelah perbualan antara aku dan mama


"takpe. Papakan ada. Nanti papa belikan rumah, kereta, semualah untuk anak-anak "

startled.

Sumpah aku terdiam. Dan perbincangan itu terhenti setakat itu.

Ya allah. Aku tak tahu nak kata terharu atau... entah! Aku tak tahu nak describe perasaan aku waktu itu. Aku cuma terfikir, bila aku dah menginjak dewasa dan sudah mampu untuk bekerja dan menyara hidup sendiri pon, papa masih rela untuk menjalankan tugas dia sebagai seorang ayah. Tugas dia untuk memberikan nafkah dan memberikan yang terbaik untuk ahli keluarga.

Tak semua orang sedar tentang peranan besar seseorang yang bergelar ayah. Ya. Pengorbanannya tak sesakit ibu yang mengandungkan, yang melahirkan. Tapi peranannya itu pon adalah satu tanggungjawab yang berat untuk dilaksanakan. Nak dapatkan duit itu bukan mudah. yah cliche.. so? fakta adalah fakta.

Peranan ayah ni bukan sahaja menyediakan wang-ringgit untuk memenuhi keperluan ahli keluarga, tapi juga berperanan untuk melengkapkan ahli keluarganya dengan agama. Berapa ramai bapa yang mampu untuk memberi wang-ringgit tapi penerapan agama dalam kalangan ahli keluarga tidak dijalankan sepenuhnya?

ya.

papa tak sealim bapa yang lain. 

Tapi dia tak pernah ambil ringan pasal agama dan dalam kehidupan dia, pasti dia akan terapkan unsur agama itu. Bukan nak bangga. Tapi dia pun ada usaha untuk bantu agama allah. Surau dekat kondo rumah aku dah lama tak hidup. Tapi sejak ayah aku jadi ahli komuniti, dia dah berjaya hidupkan semula surau tu. Walaupun taklah meriah dan bilangan yang hadir pun mungkin tak sampai 20 orang. Tapi sekurang-kurangnya amalan solat jemaah itu ada. Hidup dalam jemaah islam itu ada. 

Berapa ramai yang dah menyumbang pada agama Allah?






Semoga allah redha dengan usaha kecil papa dan tempatkannya di dalam kalangan orang yang soleh.







p.s.y.c.h.o

20:57:00

Just a simple entry for this time.

Nak luahkan perasaan takut dan risau dengan PAT yang bakal menjelang. 

Minggu depan nak exam dan aku tak revise apa-apa pun lagi. Homework bertimbun macam gunung Everest. Nak pandang pun dah tak lalu. Rasa nak koyak-koyak je buku-buku tu. Ya.. Aku tahu nampak kejam. Sebab tu aku tak buat. Sebabtu otak aku fikir idea lain pulak.

PLAN: HANCURKAN DIRI SENDIRI

This is how it will work.

Tak payah tido.

haha.

In order to get done all the homework and do revision.

Wish to have a cup of coffee every night.










Really need someone to give me some motivation.

Ya allah bantu aku.

Sori sebab entry ni nampak macam psycho. Tapi aku mungkin ended up buat benda ni jugak. Hopefully balik rumah ni tak kena marah sebab buat kerja gila ni.

Wish me luck and please don't be like me.

Positive Vibes

BAHANA KOPI

19:53:00


K O P I 

Didefinisikan sebagai satu minuman yang dicampurkan dengan air panas yang sedia daripada biji kopi.

Untuk mendapatkan keaslian rasanya, tidak perlu menambahkan apa-apa 'bendasing' seperti gula, krimer ataupun susu. Mungkin ada yang ingin menjadi Elbert Einstein yang tidak bertauliah ingin mencampurkannya dengan garam. Aku tak pernah buat. Siapa yang buat tu boleh pos ke rumah. Akan saya menjadi juri untuk kalian.

HUHUHU~~

Aku merupakan salah seorang pencinta tegar kopi. Dan bilamana terhidangnya air minuman yang berwarna kehitaman dan mengiurkan itu di hadapan mata, secara automatik emosi aku yang mungkin boleh menyebabkan semua orang nak lempang aku, berubah 360 drjh menjadi seriang kanak-kanak ribena.

God. Hambarnya.

Aku tak boleh nak luah rasanya bila air berwarna hitam yang dibenci oleh segolongan makhluk yang dikenali sebagai ' al-insan ' di muka bumi ini lalu dekat tekak dan perkataan 

" aaahhhhhh~~~ " sambil tutup mata

itu diluahkan.

SANGAT  INDAH.

Nak dijadikan cerita, haritu motivasi 'belajar' aku membuak-buak. Entah kenapa pukul 12 malam baru nak timbul. Sengaja tak nak bagi tidurlah tu. Malam tu, aku tak terdetik pon nak minum kopi. Tapi ada satu bisikan suara yang menyapa telinga ni macam aahhhh indahnyaa~~

" nak mama buat air? nak apa? "

ya, kopi. itu jawapan aku.

Maka, pada malam itu aku telah mendurjanakan diri sendiri dengan minum satu cawan besar air kopi yang sedap dan pahit. Masyaallahhhh nak lagiiiiiiiiii!! 

Kesannya, malam itu aku tak mampu melelapkan mata. Hatta dah pukul 4:30 pagi. Huwarghhh, betapa tersiksanya aku. Pukul 5 aku bangkit dari perbaringan. Dengan mata yang masih segar bak telah tidur sepanjang malam aku menggagahkan diri dengan mengalirkan air paip yang sejuk beku ke anggota badan. 

Pengajarannya simple.

Jangan mendurjanakan diri korang dengan ' overdose kopi '. Sebab kesannya amat menyakitkan.

Pukul 6 baru mampu lelapkan mata selama 30 minit. Sambung semula pada pukul 4 petang sehingga 6:45. Alhamdulillah, Allah kejutkan aku. Kalau tidak terlepas asar! 

Walaupun malam tu aku stay up, aku tak keseorangan. Masih ada insan-insan yang baik hati dan sanggup stay up sekali. Special thanks to my mother and private tutor yg baru di hire malam itu juga. Terima kasih semua.

Assalamualaikum.

* Doakan aku cemerlang PAT ya semua. terima kasih *



Islam talk

SOLAT KAU CAMPAK MANA?

23:39:00

Assalamualaikum

Pukul 7 tadi aku baru je balik daripada Penang. Perjalanan balik tu tak payah ceritalah. Jammed yang amat! Padah balik time hari raya. But actually it's not our fault. Kitorang pergi Penang pun dengan satu tujuan. Untuk menghantar kakak sulung ke Universiti Sains Malaysia (USM). Tahniahlah akak dapat juga menjejakkan kaki ke universiti pilihan. Alhamdulillah. Syukur sangat-sangat.

Jadi apa kena mengena dengan tajuk entry yang macam nak cari gaduh dengan orang?

Ni apa yang diceritakan oleh mak akulah. 

Sesi pendaftaran pada hari itu sangatlah mencabar fizikal dan mental. 

Kakak aku dapat ' TEKUN ' . K, tak tahulah pembahagian apa yang diaorang buat tapi kakak aku dapat pelajar tekun. *tekun ke kau? hahaha (gelak macam orang jahat)* 

Sesi pendaftaran bermula pada pukul 2:30 petang. Kami sampai pada pukul 2 petang. Jadi masih ada masa berbaki setengah jam. Tapi walaupun setengah jam, kakak aku dah 'TEKUN' beratur dekat line pendaftaran. Ia adalah satu strategi di mana lebih baik beratur terus daripada pukul 2:30 baru terhegeh-hegeh nak beratur. Logiknya beginilah, kalau kau beratur lebih awal, kau mungkin orang ke 100, tapi kalau beratur lambat kau mungkin orang ke 1000. *Bijak mak aku*

Jap, apa kaitan?

OK fine! aku tahu korang nak tengok point entry je. Ceh! Nanti aku buat entry khas untuk luahkan kisah pahitnya merantau ke Penang. *jangan salah sangka, aku suka pi Penang. Cuma dugaan tu jaa *

Aku rasa kalau hari tu tak hujan, tak teruk sangat kot. Tapi Allah takdirkan hujan juga. Mungkin nak menguji ketabahan hamba-hambanya yang nak menghantar anak-anak ke USM ni? Apa-apalah. Perancang terbaik itu allah.

Untuk ke asrama kakak aku, kami perlu meredah jambatan dulu. Boleh bayangkan tak beribu-ribu orang dan beg yang dibawa bukan sikit! Tangan penuh kiri kanan. Jalan lecak apa semua. Kalau tak silap aku, ada yang dapat ujian lebih daripada Allah. Dia terjatuh! Kesiankan?? huhuhuu... 

Kami pun diuji juga.. Dengan kepayahan membawa beg besar dan banyak, tiba-tiba pencuci baju kakak aku yang masih lagi baru terjatuh. ' Bagai jatuh ditimpa tangga'. Dahlah jatuh, penutup pecah, sabunnya pun keluar juga. Air mata kami pun keluaq juga.. huhuhu *part air mata tu rekaan semata-mata. takde kena mengena dengan yang hidup mahupun yang telah meninggal dunia* 

Dah sampai asrama. Alhamdulillah! Wah, ada lif! hmmm, tapi bila ramai sangat dah berasak-asak nak naik lif, kau rasa? Dengan tenaga yang masih bersisa, kami menggagahkan juga segala otot, sendi, urat dan juga tulang segala jenis tulang untuk menggunakan perkhidmatan tangga. Alhamdulillah ada tangga. Kalau takde tangga aku 'call' cicakman mai datang tolong. Boleh shortcut panjat dinding. ermmm..

" Aku support hero buatan Malaysia. " 

 Tiba-tiba...

"Tak payah sibuk fikir pasal solatlah!"

Deng deng DEENGGGGGGG!!!!

Astaghfirullahalazim. Saya tahulah pakcik penat. Pakcik panas. Kita semua melalui perkara yang sama. Kita semua menghadapi dugaan yang sama. Tapi pakcik tak sepatutnya cakap macam tu.

 Solat itu bukan perkara main-main. Bukannya satu benda yang remeh. Solat itu ialah perintah daripada tuhan yang menciptakan kita. Solat itu ialah satu hadiah untuk hambanya. Solat itulah yang mampu memberikan kita kekuatan untuk menghadapi setiap duri-duri kehidupan. 

Aku ni takdelah baik sangat macam malaikat. Aku tahu aku ni banyak buat dosa dan andai kata dosa itu mampu dilihat dan baunya busuk, takde siapa yang akan dekat dengan aku. Pandang pun tak nak macam boleh mati heart attack tengok aku. Kita manusia tidak pernah lari daripada kesilapan *ye aku tahu ayat cliche.* Orang selalu kata " hek eleh! Kau pun buat! Sembang je lebih! "

Ingatlah kata-kata daripada seorang ulama ini 

لا أنظر إلى من قال, أنظر إلى ما قال 
" jangan lihat pada siapa yang bercakap, lihatlah apa yang cuba dia sampaikan"




dan buat si pemberi nasihat ingatlah kalam suci daripada allah ini



" wahai orang-orang yang beriman, kenapakah kamu mengatakan sesuatu yang kamu tidak kerjakan?"


"amat besar kebencian disisi allah bahwa kamu mengatakan apa-apa yang tidak kamu kerjakan."




Semoga perkongsian hari ini dapat memberikan ibrah buat diri aku dan kamu. 


5 signs that you're a hijabster!

07:49:00

Hello readers! 
Today, I just want to have a nice chit chat with you guys. I have a lot to share with you guys. About what happened in my life especially. It just that, yeahhhh. It's all about the matters of time. (why they're so jealous of me? *pouting face*)

Fashion.

In this modern days, fashion is everything. Applications that we have in our phone adding spice on it. Simple example, Instagram. Many types of fashion that we can see. And here in Malaysia, is hit with 

' HIPSTER FASHION '

Since we're in Malaysia and most of us is muslims, so now exist a word 

'HIJABSTER'

All of this signs are just what I see and what I think Hijabter looks like. Which means whenever I see all of this signs in a person, I would say " ohhhh, a hijabster just passed by me"


1- WEAR JACKET/CARDIGAN


 Common jacket/cardigan that they would wear is the long one. 


2- WEAR SNEAKERS


They would where everything with sneakers. Including baju kurung. I mean like, why?!!


3- ROUND AND ROUND


wearing Harry Potter glasses. Just want to share with you guys that in my school, most of the girls who wear spectacles wear round spectacles. *mind either. But mine is not that round. *bila x nak ngaku macam nilah.. bnyk alasan hoho.* #trend

4- ZEBRA


black and white like a zebra. I do like that combination though. 

5- SHADES


just love it. Wish I have one. mmmmmm




so guys, are you the hijabster?


- credit to the owner-

GAMELAN

10:05:00

Ever heard about gamelan? The first time I realise the existence of gamelan is when I was in standard 6. I still can remember it clearly when I was at that age. 


When the caklempong ( just like gamelan but slightly different) being established in my school, I got so excited. At that time I really hope that I can be one of the caklempong team. However, I'm one of the recorder players in my school music band. I'm eager to join the caklempong team and I'm willing to do anything as long as I get to be one of the team. During practice, I'm  just playing around and I always hope that teacher would scold me and get rid of me from that band. But looks like my plan was not a success. I did get scold by the teacher but I'm not leaving the band. Serious talk, I'm really disappointed. And guess what? We ( music band) lose in that competition and caklempong being the ultimate winner on that day! Yes, we're participating in the same competition and we lose. ARGHHHHHHHHHH!  

And now I'm here in KISAS. Being here in KISAS is like facing a new world. A new world that have many obstacles and fun things. Alhamdulillah, here in KISAS, I've been given the chance to be one of the players in gamelan. Now, I' officially a GEMAWAN! 


I can't express how in love I am with gamelan. I just sooo crazy with it! I just hope that I can play it untill I'm grow older. 

I would like to share my happiness and what makes me happy whenever I face many problems in life especially at school. For me, playing gamelan is the only cure for me to run away from all those problems. ( Just for a reminder that, express your problems to Allah is the best cure. Gamelan is just another cure for me) 



That's all from me. Feel free to share how you guys overcome your stress or problems in the comment! Thanks for reading. 






LIST OF SEGMEN : Follow Me! by Naseha Syahira

15:51:00



Hello, guys! So sorry for the long wait! I don't know that this would happen. Last month, I had to stay at school because I had a project to get it done. Again, I'm sorry. I hope you guys can accept my apology.

Back to the topic and the main point of this entry! You guys need to follow all of these bloggers. Hwaitingg!!!






















Thank you for all your supports! I really appreciate it.

There are some participants that didn't give me their blog ID. Instead, I backlink it to their blog. So, you guys need to follow them manually. Sorry again, and have a nice day ahead!


ANNOUNCEMENT: FOLLOW ME! BY NASEHA SYAHIRA

23:24:00

Hello guys! Believe or not, I'm updating this entry at 21st Century Room in my school. ( Not gonna miss this one and only chance!) Just want to say that I will announce the participants of  Follow Me! by Naseha Syahira next month. Yeah2, I'm upset  about this thing too.. But something happened and I can't come back home for this week.. huhuuhuhu

Have to stay for another month here in this jail.


I will announce it at 28th August 2017

Sem Break Bloglist by Farhanah Afiqah

21:20:00


Hello. I chose to take part in this segment because I just want to and I think that you guys can know about my blog more. I never talk about this though. So, keep reading!

Why blogging in the first place?

I never heard about 'blog' before. I started to realize the existence of 'blog' when I was 11 years old. That's because my teacher invited me to participate in a competition that was held by Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia (KPM). The competition required the competitors to make an education blog based on the subject given. So, I chose to participate it because the prize is so attractive. If I'm not mistaken, one of the prizes is a tablet. I REALLY WANT THAT TABLET. But, I'm not that lucky person. My friend is that lucky person. I bet that her 'experiences' in blogging help her to get that achievement. And I'm, being the loser that already in love with 'blog'.

What do I write?

> Random
I write everything that is pop out in my mind. Normally I would write about my opinion about something. *Why that sentence looks weird? cis..* Because I love to find the values in everything and yeah. The common reason >> Would like to share something beneficial to all my dearest blogger!

> Movie Review
Erm... don't know how to elaborate it. I rarely watch movies in the cinema. Normally I would watch it online * yeah-yeah, I know it's illegal. * So, my movie review might not the hot movie that is being screened in the cinema. And maybe the years back movie. But still an interesting movie-lah. No way I would share something that's not good for you guys!

> Islam Talk
بَلِّغُوا عَنِّى وَلَوْ آيَةً 
“Sampaikanlah dariku walau hanya satu ayat” (HR. Bukhari) 
This is what I'm doing. It's also to remind me and all of you as a Muslims.

>Tips
Tips about how to be ---- yeah, something like that. I only publish a post about this 'tips'. Which is 'How to Stay Focused'. <<< Click to read the entry!

> Tutorial
The best part but also the most tiring part. Need to screenshot and explaining things is hard! To make people understand what we are trying to say without them in front of us! Fffuuhhhhhhhh~~ But I really like this 'tutorial' part because I'm helping people.

> Promote: littlewardrobe.co
Just want to promote my igshop. I'm not gonna waste this platform just to write about my lifestyle and thoughts just like that! If you want to know more details about littlewardrobe.co, you can read it in one of my pages. Click here  >> littlewardrobe.co . To see all the items that we sell, simply visit our ig >> @littlewardrobe.co 

Get style with us.
~ Our wardrobe is your wardrobe~  

That's all you need to know, I guess? Have a nice day ahead!

Pencarian 3 Month Bloglist by Auni Liyana

22:59:00

Click this banner to join

Syarat :

1- Follow blog Auni Liyana

2- Follow Instagram : @auniezlkfli

3- Buat satu entri di blog korang bertajuk "Pencarian 3 Month Bloglist by Auni Liyana".

4- Letak banner segmen dan link kan ke blog Auni Liyana.

5- Komen link entri penyertaan di entry segmen Auni Liyana.

Senarai peserta akan diupdate dari semasa ke semasa. 


Good luck for those who participate this segment!

Segmen : Follow Me! by Naseha Syahira

19:12:00



Assalamualaikum!

Now, this is the first time I'm doing a segment. Really excited weyyy!!! Anyway, the objective of this segment is to increase our followers. Yeah. INCREASE. I know you love that part. 

The rules are simple. 

FOLLOW ALL THE PARTICIPANT. NO EXCEPTIONAL!

How to join:

  1. Follow this blog: Naseha Syahira ( WAJIB)
  2. Follow these Instagram: @littlewardrobe.co ( WAJIB) and @nasehasyahira (OPTIONAL)
  3. Like this Facebook page: littlewardrobe.co (OPTIONAL)
  4. Post an entry about this segment --> TITLE: Segmen: Follow Me! by Naseha Syahira 
  5. Copy and Paste the banner in the post. Don't forget to backlink it to http://nasihattermasyhur.blogspot.my/2017/06/segmen-follow-me-by-naseha-syahira.html
  6. Leave your entry link and your blog ID in the comment below ↓
May this segment can help all of us to increase our traffic blog and followers!

Random

NO MORE LEISURE

15:17:00


I'm defeated. I know this would happen one day. Yet, I thought that I can handle this feeling. But, it's not that easy as I think. I'm lying. Lying to myself that I am okay. Smiling all day like there's nothing happened. Keep reminding myself that "it's life to fail. Everyone who is succeeds was a failure in their previous life. What's important is what you are doing right now. Because what you do right now determine your future."


yeah. I get it. 



Some people think that my failure is not a fail at all. But, for me it is. I knew that I'm not as genius as that student who gets 0.5+ pointer. I only capable of getting 1.6+ Arghhhhhh.. I really need someone to motivate me up! But really, my results are not that bad. I still managed to get 8A. But that B's are............. irritating me up. I know I could do better. I'll show to you guys that I'm able to get straight A's again! Beat all those big head geniuses!!

"it's life to fail. Everyone who is succeeds was a failure in their previous life. What's important is what you are doing right now. Because what you do right now determine your future."


Tutorial

Cara letak gambar instagram di sidebar blog

17:12:00

Assalamualaikum!

It has been a long time since the last time I made a tutorial? Since I still have a week of holiday, I would like to help you guys who dream of placing your Instagram photos into your blog~~ it's easy peasy and FREE! Do you excited? 

You should be here, just like the picture below.


scroll down a little bit, and press ' GET STARTED TODAY '
  • Second: Sign Up whether using your Facebook account or create a new one.
  • Third: You should be at your dashboard by now. Press ' CREATE A NEW WIDGET '
  • Forth: Choose a style that you wanted. There are various types of it. Just click every each of them so that you can make the best decision! 😁

Simply just press the button that I had circled for you! ❤
  • Fifth: Edit your widget!

I chose slideshow style. So, that's how my pictures would turn out. Just like SLIDESHOW!
  • Sixth: Press ' GET WIDGET ' blue button below. Then you would get your code!
  • Seventh: Go to your blog Dashboard > Layout > HTML/Javascript . Then paste it!
  • Eighth: View blog. and wallaweiii~! 
TIPS !

If you choose grid style and you think that that the widget looks messy on your blog, simply add this code before your widget code.


<div style="background-image: url(http://dl.glitter-graphics.net/pub/303/303771ob8r4r0z04.png);
border-color: #FFCCCC; border-style: double; border-width: 4px;
border-top-left-radius: 5px;
border-top-right-radius: 5px;
border-bottom-left-radius: 5px;
border-bottom-right-radius: 5px;
height: 300px; overflow: auto; width: 220px;">

Then it will turn out to have scroll box just like the picture below.


I hope you guys able to do it because for me it's not that hard! Isn't it? If you have any problem just comment down below and I'll try my best to help you guys! 😘 If you succeed, comment below too. okay? Thank you, guys. That's all for today. ^^

BLUE SKY TAG from Miss Asyikin

02:54:00

Assalamualaikum! This entry has been in the draft for so long. Sorry to Miss Asyikin because I took a long time to post this entry. Awww, so sorry!! 😢 Btw, thank you so much for tagging me for this activity. I thought that nobody realizes the existence of my blog! sobs sobs... Anyway, Let's jump to the questions~~ 

1. What are your goals in life?  
For this question, I think it would be better if I divide it into two categories so that we can see it more clearly. 

SHORT TERM GOAL:
FYI, I'm 16 years old. So, for my short term goal, clearly, it is to get 11A+ in SPM 2018. In every examination, I would set a goal to be in the top 20 students. Alhamdulillah for March test, I got number 3 in form. I don't believe it either! Even till now, I still think that I'm not intelligent enough compare to the other students. 


LONG TERM GOAL:
I already dreaming of opening a Cafe or a Bakery. I would like to be a businesswoman and a CEO in my own company. I think that it would be so challenging but with Allah's help and dedication, I know that I can get through all those problems in future. 

Another dream is, I would like to publish a book that could give benefits to the person that read it. I want to publish a book before I'm 25 years old. I don't know if this could be a reality but I really hope that it will!  

2. The best place that you had visited?
I'm not from a luxury family. So, traveling is just a dream. ( But I love traveling!) And it has been a long time since the last time I go somewhere that I fall in love too. But a few days ago, I went to Taman Negara Tanjung Piai in Johor and I'm really falling in love with the beautiful scenery there! The fee is affordable too. For those who wanted to take photos that have beautiful scenery, Taman Negara Tanjung Piai is the best place for you!! Seriously!

one of the place there
I have many pictures there, but there's some obstacle in uploading it. So sorry. But I guess you can imagine how beauty it is isn't it? 

3. Tell me about your hobbies!
I love reading novels, comics, writing, listen to music, dancing and studying. OH, MY GOD! Is it true I love studying? Well, mostly yes. But if my laziness comes, I hate studying. 

4. Your favorite movie?




5. At what time you usually go to sleep at night?
12 

6. What is the happiest thing that happened in your life?
I got 11A in PT3. Alhamdulillah.. But the real happiness is to have my family by my side. 

7. What genre of music do you like?
According to my mood normally?

8. Try to imagine, your money in your hand is one million. What will you do with that money?
Open my own shop and earn more money!! HAHAHA.. Then I would go to Makkah with my family to perform Haji and Umrah together. Maybe, donate some of my money to the charities? Build schools or universities? Mosques are good too. Oh yeah. TRAVELING. I want to travel around the world with my family!! 


9. Your ambition when you was a kid?
Be a doctor. Lol! Clearly, I just follow my sister's ambition. Since she was a kid she wanted to be a doctor. But now, I don't think she would be a doctor because she takes a Biotechnology course. And me? HAHA. Seriously I won't be a doctor because I take Accountancy course. And I love what I learn today. I didn't regret on what I had chosen for my life.

#positive

 10. the memories that make you remember until today?
Urmmmm.. not sure. I have many memories. Bad memories, sad memories, happy memories. Ok, I think I will tell you guys about my friends.

Back when I was a secondary student, I always had fights with my best friends. Whenever we had a fight, we would give letters to each other. It's heartbreaking when I remember about it. Both sides EGO to said sorry. I only saw that they were wrong and I'm correct. But, when I grow up, I realized that in every fight, there must be a misunderstanding between both sides. And both sides are wrong. When we have a fight, we must look back what we had done to them that makes them upset. YES. We're upset too because of what they had done to us! But, there must be a reason why they also mad to us. THINK ABOUT  IT GUYS.


11. Who is your Idol?
 Prophet Muhammad S.A.W 💖

I would like to be a better muslimah. I know it's hard. But I would try my best to achieve it. 

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AKU DAN EYEBAG

15:38:00

Assalamualaikum. Recently, my Mid-Year Examination just ended. Ahamdulillah! It’s such a tiring week! Every day, I would sleep as late as 1 to 1:30 p.m. just to revise everything that I had learned. For my new entry, I don’t know what interesting story that I can share with you guys? Just want you to know that for last 3 weeks, we faced Mid-Year Examination. Again, 3 WEEKS! Yes, I slept late for 3 weeks including the weekend. Frankly, since I studying here in KISAS, I became more diligent and hardworking. This is because I knew that I’m not as brilliant as other students. Just who am I? I got to study in KISAS is all because of Allah. I’m not worthy to be here.

Since I need to compete with 300+ students, I need to work harder than before. Even I can feel the differences. Before this, I never stay up till late night. The least that I can bear is 12:30 p.m. But now, I can bare till 2 a.m. My record is 2:30 a.m. and I don’t think I would break that record for now.

This is the main point of this entry actually. My eye bag became worse. Before this, I did had eye bag. But it only can be seen clearly if I smile. But now, even if I didn’t smile, people can see it. Can you imagine how bad it is? Erghhhh.. Plus, Eid Celebration would be coming soon and I don’t want eye bag celebrating Hari Raya with me!




Any tips to reduce eyebag??


To all my readers who are facing examination week, don’t give up and make sure that you study! Don’t be lazy! Your hard work would be paid off. SERIOUSLY. The most important thing is, pray to Allah to help you during examination week. Without him, you won’t succeed because He is the only one that can give you the success.

Allah said:
Wakola rabbukum udu’uni astajib lakum.

Don’t lose hope towards Allah. Everything that he gave you, you must redha because everything happens in reasons. Maybe you didn’t see the hikmah’s now, but believe me that there is. I had faced it countless time. 

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L O G H A T

23:49:00

Hello and Assalamuaikum!

Today, let's have a nice conversation.

sorry, I miss this panda T^T

 I guess you guys already know my little secret of life which is KPOP. To be honest, yes. I do like KPOP but I'm not a fanatic kpoppers. Get it? I'm just an EXO-L. But not like those sasaeng fans. Ok, stop talking about kpop, I want to talk about LOGHAT.

Living in a boarding school is really challenging. Initially, my only problem is about time. We have a really packed schedule. Really pack till if you sleep early than 12 a.m it would be really weird! Unless you're not doing your homework. Usually, I would sleep at 1 a.m. and I never do that before this. It's hard, but I know I can get used to it in no time. 

Now, my second biggest problem is communication. Boarding school accepts students from all over the states. We as a Malaysian knew that our country has different ways of communication in each country. [ Except Johor, Selangor, and Wilayah. but don't worry we still have our own strength ] So, I who live in Kuala Lumpur surely doesn't have any LOGHAT and won't understand any LOGHAT! Frankly, I don't know where the confidence coming from but initially, I think I'll understand what they say even if they said it with their own loghat. Seriously Nas?!!


Now, the truth had revealed. It's really hard!!!! Especially those who come from Pantai Timur. Yeah, Terengganu and Kelantan. Loghat from Utara is better. I still in the process of learning the loghat. I find it interesting and of course, it gains my knowledge!

For those who don't have any friends that have loghat, please find one. You won't regret because it's so much fun for being blur even they talk in Malay. ( For me )

* For your information, this entry had been in draft for so long. So I think this is the only chance for me to update it. Frankly, I don't know why I put EXO gif in the first place. ok, it's embarrassing. *

Positive Vibes

HOMELESS MAN : It's about humanity

20:25:00

Hello!! I miss you guys...  I miss everything about blogging. You don't know how pain it is for me when I had to stop writing for a while. ( because of school)

Yesterday, I attend a wedding ceremony and unusual thing happened. I thought that this might be suitable for my new entry since I got good value from it.

The story began when I was standing outside of the hall. ( the ceremony held at hall) I was playing with my phone [ it's because I'm soo bored. Actually, I prefer books rather than phone] Suddenly I saw a chaos at the front gate. There were 2-3 RELA and one man from the bride's side. There's another man and I think that he's the one who started the chaos. He looked homeless. Skinny. 

I saw that the 'homeless man' had a full plate of food. That time I'm sure that he's starving. Those RELA and the man from bride's side urge him to put the food back! I saw that the homeless man tried to ask for their sympathy but it doesn't work. He then walked to a table and put the food back in disappointment. 

I'm wondering what does he do now? Is he already eat? Is it wrong to give food for someone who really in need?

I don't know why they don't want to help the homeless man and I'm sure they have their own reasons... but if I'm in that homeless man condition, I would be so mad and think that Islam is a bad religion. 



We as a human must help people who in need. Not because we want to look good in others eye but it's about humanity. What would you feel if you're the homeless man? Surely you would do the same. You know that there's a lot of food at a wedding ceremony and it's free. Because you're too hungry and you know that you might die if you not eat, surely you would hoping that you can eat at the wedding ceremony. But then, you have to leave the place since they don't have any sympathy in their hearts.

So, please. Whenever you see someone who is in trouble, help them. We won't know what trouble we have to faced in the future and it required people helps. So, please don't be too arrogant. We are all the same. Human. What's so disgusting about people who're homeless? People, who work as a garbage collector? People, who work as a janitor? Without them, we would live in a world full of stink garbage. 

Appreciate them. Love them. Help them when they are in need. Spread the goodness and the world would be a better place for the humankind.

Islam talk

APPRECIATE THEM

23:37:00

Assalamualaikum

Like always, I'm sorry for not updating any entry. I just want to remind you guys that I'm living in a boarding school. So, do you get what I mean? 

Today I just want to remind you guys to APPRECIATE THEM. Who's them that I'm referring to?? They are the closest person to you. They know you better than anyone else. They love you more than anyone else. They would sacrifice everything that they have for you, even their lives. They are the happiest person when you were born in this cruel world. 

If you think THEM is your parents, then YES. You're correct.

Why suddenly I want to ask you guys to appreciate them. I mean like, it's not my problem right? But truthly, IT IS my problem. Why I said that? Have you ever heard  a hadis about amar ma'ruf nahi munkar? 

عَنْ أَبِي سَعِيْد الْخُدْرِي رَضِيَ اللهُ عَنْهُ قَالَ : سَمِعْتُ رَسُوْلَ اللهِ صلى الله عليه وسلم يَقُوْلُ : مَنْ رَأَى مِنْكُمْ مُنْكَراً فَلْيُغَيِّرْهُ بِيَدِهِ، فَإِنْ لَمْ يَسْتَطِعْ فَبِلِسَانِهِ، فَإِنْ لَمْ يَسْتَطِعْ فَبِقَلْبِهِ وَذَلِكَ أَضْعَفُ اْلإِيْمَانِ
 " whoever among you see wrongdoing, let him rectify it with his hand. If he's unable, then with his tongue. And if he is incapable of that then with his heart and that is the weakest level of faith"

[ riwahul muslim ]

Blog is the only way I can spread goodness and reminders for all of us. I'm not ustazah. I'm just an ordinary 16 y'old teenager! I don't have much knowledge about Islam, but I want to share anything that I know that will help the ummah. WE ARE THE UMMAH. Prophet Muhammad S.A.W ummah. I know that maybe some of you readers would think why I want to spread goodness and reminders? I'm still young. Enjoy your life girl! 

Do you want to know something creepy? Do you want to know the reality of this life? 

كُلُّ نَفۡسٍ۬ ذَآٮِٕقَةُ ٱلۡمَوۡتِ‌ۖ
" Every soul shall have a taste of death " 

[Quran 3 : 185 ]

It's true I'm still young. But death doesn't mean only for the elders. I know you aware of that. Okay, everyone would death. No matter what age it is. But why I want to spread goodness and reminders?

وَمَا خَلَقْتُ الْجِنَّ وَالْإِنْسَ إِلَّا لِيَعْبُدُونِ
" And I did not create the jinn and mankind except to worship Me "

[ Adz zariyat : 56 ]

وَإِذْ قَالَ رَبُّكَ لِلْمَلَائِكَةِ إِنِّي جَاعِلٌ فِي الْأَرْضِ خَلِيفَةً ۖ قَالُوا أَتَجْعَلُ فِيهَا مَنْ يُفْسِدُ فِيهَا وَيَسْفِكُ الدِّمَاءَ وَنَحْنُ نُسَبِّحُ بِحَمْدِكَ وَنُقَدِّسُ لَكَ ۖ قَالَ إِنِّي أَعْلَمُ مَا لَا تَعْلَمُونَ
"And [mention, O Muhammad], when your Lord said to the angels, "Indeed, I will make upon the earth a successive authority." They said, "Will You place upon it one who causes corruption therein and sheds blood, while we declare Your praise and sanctify You?" Allah said, "Indeed, I know that which you do not know." "

[ Al baqarah : 30 ]


We are created in this world only for 2 reason. To worship Allah and be a khalifah that will make a peaceful world. Spread goodness, remind others about good and bad things, help people to a straight path.. That's what we have to do. It not just me who need to spread those things, but it's every single human in this world who need to do it! Da'wah is compulsory  for all of us. 

Alright back to the topic. I want to talk about appreciate your parents because my friend just lose her mom last Saturday. Look, I can't imagine my life without a mom, a dad. Sometimes when I'm at the hostel I would think about my parents. What are they doing right know? Are they alright? Do Allah still gives me a chance to meet my parents when I come back home? 

Every single day, I want to call my parents to ask about their health. To hear their voices. But I can't do it. I don't have cents to make a call. I have to limit my calls and use it only when there's emergency. 

Can you imagine your live without your mother? Your mother that battle with her own life just want to born you? Don't you feel bad when you do bad things to your mom? When you heart her small heart? When you shut your door because she didn't gives you permission to hang out with your friends? When you lie to your mother that you have a tuition class at school but the  truth is you go to a cyber cafe? DON'T YOU FEEL BAD?? She's nearly DEAD BECAUSE OF YOU.

How about father? Without him, you won't exist. He willingly do everything just to grant your wishes. Even if he's so tired, but he still would do his best as a father just to make sure you have a happy life. He didn't show his love, but HE LOVES YOU really much. 

credit : google image
Appreciate them. You would miss and regret when they are no longer in this world. Again, appreciate them before it's too late.  
This entry is special for me and all of you ma readers. May Allah grant us ni'mat IMAN and ISLAM till the end of our life. Aamiin. 



Positive Vibes

* INSPIRATION ; MOTIVATION *

20:02:00

Assalamualaikum

I always thought that I'm not beautiful enough. I'm fat. My body covered with a thick ugly fat! Not just that, it wiggles liked jello! *jelly My eyes only can see the ugly of it. Nothing is beautiful if you have big flabby arm, big legs, back that looks like a caterpillar, double chin, bloated belly like a balloon that will explode anytime! I know you're with me.*smirk


Do you have friends that eat more than you but they're not getting fat? I have and I'm really jealous! Why they can eat anything they want, but they're not getting fat?! While me? I'm still stuck in this fat body even tho I already cut my calorie intakes. I had exercise tons of times, but I can't see any different!  Why it's so unfair? Why can't everyone have an ideal body? SKINNY. 

I had thought about this many times, and I think I know the answers. 

FAT.

SKINNY.

It doesn't matter! Despite how fat you're, how skinny you're, you're still a HUMAN. Nothing can change that. It's human that make us think that way. 'auww... I'm not pretty liked her. People won't likes me. I'd ended up not getting married and dead as an ugly person. No one will care about me. EVERYONE HATES MEEEE!!' *you're crying

What's the real matter is your heart. 💝 If you have a good heart, a good attitude, no matter what size you're, people will love you just the way you're. Being fat is not a bad thing. Fat people, skinny people. It's an art! You don't have to be the same like others. Being different is not a bad thing. And one more thing, not everyone like skinny people. It's true that most of people like skinny people. But, there are some of them that like curvy people. Don't you want to be one of them? That SPECIAL to 'some of them'? 

It's true! I have a friend that like curvy people * I mean not skinny. I don't want to say fat. It makes me look bad* because he likes the cuteness of her cheeks. Does skinny people have that 'cute, soft, squishy cheeks' liked people that not skinny? I don't think so!

I'm saying this not to make you stop losing weight. Lose weight is good. Really good and I recommend you to do it because you would be healthier. It's the same for those who want to gain weight because you're underweight. Changes are not bad. Try to be healthier is great! It just you don't have to judge your body. It's YOU. Accept the fact. It's you but you'll change YOU to a BETTER YOU! *get it?

remember, your goal is to be healthy. Not lose weight only. You're losing weight but you're sick. Is it a life? *example: anorexic. sorry to say. Eat clean, workout. Be patient if you're not seeing any progress during your journey. It takes time. Good thing always take time. It's not going to be easy. It's hard. But we're tougher! We need dedications and believe in ourselves! Be strong! Never give up! 



Dedicated to myself and all of us..  

Before I end my entry, I would like to tell you guys that this 6th February I'll face a new world. A much better world that might change me into a better muslimah than I'm now. I hope it would be a reality. I always dream to be a great muslimah that can help the ummah. 'SICK UMMAH'. I hope this new life will change me so that I can help people. However, I'm scared to face a new thing. Pray for me please *watery eyes  

again, sorry for my bad English. [ I  think I will said this in every entry. HAHA.]

Oh! the title is inspiration;motivation because I don't know the difference between both of it. HAHA.. however, it can be an inspiration for some people and motivation for other some. *bende aku merepek ni? K, bye. tak nak merepek dahh HAHAHA









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NEW BEGINNING

05:41:00

Assalamualaikum.

Before I talk about the main point, I would like to apologize because I broke my promise. I don't mean to do that. Last 2 weeks, I was so busy doing slide for my upcoming presentation. I took 2 days to done it. Not only that, I also had to return to my hometown at Johor to visit my ill grandfather. So, I don't have any free time to post that 'HOW TO LOSE WEIGHT' entry. I'm terribly sorry. I'll try my best to post it for the next entry. inshaallah.

CAUTION ! This entry might be tiring to read for those who don't really want to read.

Alright! The main point I want to share with you guys is I'm going to KISAS! (Kolej Islam Sultan Alam Shah) Yes, I moved from SAMHUL. 


Frankly, I never dream to be a kisassians. I always felt that I was not worthy to be there. REALLY. I'm not a clever person. I always got C in examination. Never get 4 A! [ I once got 4A in Trial, but before that, NEVER!] I'm not those top 3 in form?! I'm not worthy. I always think that I would ended up in SAMTEN like forever [ which is until form 5 ]

After I got my results, I determined to stay at SAMTEN. with my own will. At that time, I really don't know where to moved. Well actually, I don't feel like one. I already love my school. I love my hostel 'kampung style' . LOL. I can't believe I said that. hehh.. 

I want to learn accountancy. However, with my excellent results, it might be hard for me to be in accountancy class. [ That's what I thought before] In SAMTEN, accountancy class is the most pack class in school. There's two classes. One class have Addmath lesson while the other one not. Every students would want to be in the class that have Addmath. So do I! Can you imagine 52 -54 students in one classroom?! That's how we learn!

I've  made a backup plan if I can't get Accountancy class at SAMTEN, which is KISAS. You guys must be curious, why I chose KISAS? The reason is simple. I want to stay in islamic school.

I had think about 'what if I moved to KISAS' thingie like many times. Sometimes, I thought I want to stay at SAMTEN. Sometimes, I want to moved there. It's really tiring thinking about possibilities! Now I hate something that required me to choose! arghh.. I hate it! SAMTEN have their own abilities, They have SMA which is an examination that allow students to take STAM. Besides, by using the SMA certificate, students can be a religious teacher after SPM! I thought that if my SPM results is not excellent enough, I would have SMA certificate. I'll take STAM, go to Jordan then be a religious teacher. I don't really think about the salary. As long as I can help the ummah.

That moment when I knew that I'm offered to an interview, I really don't know haw to react! Sad? Happy? Nervous? What can I say is I really don't have any emotions at that time.


I might post a new entry about my interview. [ If you guys want ] I don't want to talk about it right now because it would makes this entry looks really annoying to read. * I'm the type of girl that doesn't like to read a long entry, so I won't do that to you guys. *

To make it short, I'm succeed. This 6th February, I'll be an officially kisassians. Wish me luck because I'm really in a less self-esteem condition. They're genius and I'm not!!! *getting panic*

sorry for my bad grammar. Sincerely, me.